One Day I Decided That Any Suffering I Experienced In My Relationship Had To End.

I was done with fear, emotional dysregulation and insecurity. 

So I wrote down all the desires, and felt that longing for release deep in the senses of my body.

I spoke to these desires and asked them what they most needed and got the support to give them what they requested, and blew their challenges, written on a paper, into the fire and watched their energies released into the sky. 

A new partnership was born.  Not only between my husband and I, but also within myself. 

Now, we were able to start creating the truest love, passion and closeness that we felt was destined to come through us…one full of ridiculous laughter, ongoing fun and shenanigans, and a shared vision of contribution and generosity, all while having kids and being self-employed.  

We bonded even more deeply by going next-level in our confiding to each other our deepest desires, by facing the edges of vulnerability we had in our difficult spots, and leaning into them, and after so many shadow dances and it was obvious on my face for all my closest ones to see and now all of you.  

We celebrated all our triumphs instead of the trance of our conditioning, and we walked with love, awareness and presence into everything we are enjoying now. And thank god we had the team of support to help us do that in all the ways we as a strong, powerful couple needed that,

I’ve invested so much into my own partnership on so many realms, I was just sharing this with a friend this am, 
the emotional work, 
the sexual healing work, 
the lineage healing work, 
the mind training work, 
the vulnerability and trauma work (omg), 
and sooo much more! 

I combined all these realms together in my proven model because I had to find support from healers peace-meal, one by one.. not in one person.

I have zero doubts I wouldn’t ever be in the place I’m in my relationship without the massive support we got.  I don’t even want to imagine us trying to do it alone. But I know that many experience that and if that is you, I intend this reaches that place inside of you…

And that help is what I think everyone needs in this place if you’re done with wasting time trying to DIY when there’s no forward movement happening, and you’re tired of spinning your wheels trying to address something that you don’t have all the resources you need. 

The same is available for you if you desire it. 

Do you? And if you do, but feeling like you don’t know what to do next, or feeling the passion of wanting to do something different but you’re stuck in frustration and unrest, are you letting your desires move you into action that would help you?